I keep wondering why it hurts this much. I met this guy on bdff. We did chat for sometime and he seemed so nice. So polite. So real . We exchange watsup numbers. Kept in touch throw out. It felt so real. He was thousands of miles away yet he seemed so close. He was so lovely and so charming. He held my heart by his hands. I felt like we had known each other in the real world yet we hard never met. Then one day, he suddenly disappeared. He stopped communicating. I tried contacting him. Calling. Watsuping. But all in vain. This hurts so much. But why does it hurt so much as if it was real. Oooh my God.
